The life of J

It is the week before the marathon, and i am super anxious, stressed, excited, and uptight...so i thought that blogging might help to ease some of these feelings....and i don't really leave for lunch ever--so this might be a nice way to unwind in the middle of the day. i hope everyone enjoys a little bit of jessi in their day

I got up and ran this morning at 5:30. crazy, yes. but i wanted to make sure that my body knew what it was like to get up early and run in the cold. the funny thing about this mornings run, is this: something really pissed me off this weekend, and everytime i thought about it, i started running faster, and before i knew it, i was very tired, and home much sooner than expected. i also realized that i just might look like phoebe when i run--remember that friends episode when rachel is embarassed to run with phoebe because she looks ridiculous...yes, i think that i must look ridiculous, because i get a lot stares when i run....

so.... 6 days till the big race....and like i said i am a bit nervous. not nervous in the sense that i want to finish in a certain time, more nervous that i won't physically make it over the finish line. but....i think i will....even if i cross it crawling, with 2 knee braces on, dried sweat on my face, delirious and puking....all that matters is that it will all be over soon....and then the weekend after there will be serious celebration--to include one bottle of wine all to myself. :)

well, there will be more to come later over lunch--more about my weeknd, because i know everyone is dying to know about it